none...

i forgot i had a blog... researching tips to get over depression suggested having a blog to get rid of irrelevant information that is clouding your head...

I want to be able to make decisions without self judging myself all the time afterwards... i want a day to pass where i do no experience symptoms of anxiety... i have a nagging sense of fear and indecisiveness..

cant fucking wait to feel semi normal again... cant wait to get rid of this self doubt!!